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Where Ladybugs Go to Die
4.8 (8 ratings)
ThrillerYoung AdultPsychological ThrillerCrime ThrillerYA Thriller

Where Ladybugs Go to Die

Where Ladybugs Go to Die is a chilling psychological thriller that follows 17-year-old Alexis Harper as her world unravels after the mysterious and gruesome disappearance of her mother, Nicole. Raised in a toxic home shadowed by emotional abuse and predatory men, Alexis wakes one morning to find her mother gone, and her house soaked in blood-leaving only a severed finger tucked inside a carved pumpkin. Haunted by twisted nursery rhymes and hunted by a serial killer who sees her as the next piece in his deadly plan, Alexis is thrust into a dark mystery that ties her past to a string of grotesque murders inspired by children's verses. As she's forced to leave California and move in with her estranged father in Oregon, Alexis must confront the secrets of her family's history, face visions of her dead mother, and survive the predator who's been stalking her since childhood. Blending suspense, trauma, and a thread of romance, this novel explores the thin line between victim and survivor-and what it means to rewrite your own ending when the ghosts of your past refuse to stay buried.

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4.8

8 ratings

Tracy W.

Sep 14, 2026
My first book by this author and definitely won’t be my last. Where it got tense and my anxiety was high, had to take a break and read another book for a bit.

Kayla W.

Inside Story
Aug 15, 2026
This story is highly addictive from the first page. Diving right into chaotic family dynamics. Alexis is then left in the world alone, unable to trust anyone. She has a frantic sensations of someone always watching her with no sense of ease. You can feel the pulsating worry throughout the book. The Rhyme Reaper has many tales up his sleeve that even she is not ready for.

Kirsten using nursery rhymes adds a creepiness that I didn't know I needed. The way she takes each one and weaves them into her storyline is brilliant. It contributes to the story and the mechanics of the killers mind.

I didn't want to set this book down. I was drawn in and needing to know. There wasn't a dull moment, always something keeping you to turn the page.

Cecily B.

Inside Story
Aug 15, 2026

4.5 Stars

The writing in this novel is very beautiful at times. You can tell the author possesses this skill in spades. I had to drop half a star for animal abuse/death. It's just so awful to read and better in my opinion, to be alluded to but not necessarily described. I loved the idea of the Rhyme Reaper and how the kids nursery rhymes were twisted to fill the killers purpose, this strategy makes the book very memorable. The twists were pretty good. I will definitely be checking out more by this author.

Great dark read.

Liz M.

Inside Story
Aug 15, 2026

This was one of those thrillers that hooks you early and doesn’t really let go. The concept alone—a killer leaving nursery rhymes written in blood as his signature—is chilling in the best way, and it sets the tone for a dark, unsettling ride from the start.

Alexis is a solid lead, driven by grief but sharp enough to keep the story moving without feeling reckless or naive. As she digs into her mother’s past, the layers start peeling back in a way that keeps the tension building steadily. The connection between the murders and her family history adds an emotional weight that elevates it beyond a standard cat-and-mouse thriller.

The pacing is strong overall, especially in the middle where the clues and revelations start coming faster. Some twists are predictable if you read a lot in this genre, but the execution still makes them satisfying. And the rhymes? Genuinely creepy. They add a unique, almost haunting atmosphere that lingers even between chapters.

If I had one critique, it’s that a few moments could have been pushed even further—either darker or more emotionally intense—to really hit that next level. But even with that, it’s an engaging, eerie read that delivers on both suspense and story.

Definitely worth picking up if you love psychological thrillers with a personal edge.

Gail C.

Aug 15, 2026
Alexis awakes to find her mother's room splattered with gore and her mother missing. Her father comes to take her to his home. Things quickly escalate as more people are being murdered, with a nursery rhyme note left behind. All meant to taunt Alexis. Where The Ladybugs Go To Die is a nonstop thriller, full of secrets and lies, leaving Alexis not knowing who she can trust.

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Aug 15, 2026
Mysterious , captivating, suspenseful

Sabrina B.

Aug 15, 2026

5⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
EDIT: I waited almost a week, downloaded this book again, and reread it. I do not know if the first download I had completely messed up the layout of the book, hence my original review below, but this time around, I didn't notice any of the issues I did the first time. The story flowed smoothly, and really is a 5-star. So, I am updating my review to reflect that. I do love the nursery rhyme theme and will never hear "Peter Peter pumpkin eater" the same way again. I truly enjoyed it and wanted to give the author a review that reflected how wonderful the book was, like I said I would. I am not sure if edits were made, or the book just downloaded correctly this time, but it really is an awesome 5-star read!

This one’s tough, because Where Ladybugs Go to Die really had all the ingredients to be a five-star read for me.

The premise is honestly great. A killer using nursery rhymes to taunt victims? That’s creepy in a way that sticks. It takes something innocent and twists it just enough to make it unsettling, and that part absolutely works.

But… it ended up being a harder read than it should’ve been.

First, this book really needed trigger warnings. There’s animal abuse and death, references to child molestation, sexual assault, murder, and corpse desecration. That’s heavy, and while I don’t personally need trigger warnings, a lot of readers do—especially when it comes to animals.

The biggest issue for me, though, was the editing and overall flow. There are quite a few grammar and punctuation mistakes, tense shifts, and some metaphors that just don’t land. On top of that, scenes sometimes jump without any real break—even mid-paragraph—which made parts of the story confusing to follow.

I found myself stopping to reread more than I wanted to, or mentally correcting sentences, and that pulled me out of the story.

Character development is also a bit uneven. Some characters, like Nicole and Alexis, feel more fleshed out, but others just kind of show up, disappear, and then come back later without much buildup. It makes everything feel a little disconnected.

And that’s what’s frustrating, because the potential here is so obvious. The psychological angle works. The revenge aspect works. The way it plays with childhood imagery works.

It just needed tighter editing and a smoother structure to really pull it all together.

I’m landing at 3 stars because I can see what the author was going for, and parts of it did work for me. With more polish and stronger character follow-through, this easily could’ve been a five-star read.

Liz M.

Aug 12, 2026
This was one of those thrillers that hooks you early and doesn’t really let go. The concept alone—a killer leaving nursery rhymes written in blood as his signature—is chilling in the best way, and it sets the tone for a dark, unsettling ride from the start.

Alexis is a solid lead, driven by grief but sharp enough to keep the story moving without feeling reckless or naive. As she digs into her mother’s past, the layers start peeling back in a way that keeps the tension building steadily. The connection between the murders and her family history adds an emotional weight that elevates it beyond a standard cat-and-mouse thriller.

The pacing is strong overall, especially in the middle where the clues and revelations start coming faster. Some twists are predictable if you read a lot in this genre, but the execution still makes them satisfying. And the rhymes? Genuinely creepy. They add a unique, almost haunting atmosphere that lingers even between chapters.

If I had one critique, it’s that a few moments could have been pushed even further—either darker or more emotionally intense—to really hit that next level. But even with that, it’s an engaging, eerie read that delivers on both suspense and story.

Definitely worth picking up if you love psychological thrillers with a personal edge.